Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Reagan's life through pictures

Reagan's memorial video (the blurry version)

I created this video mostly for me to watch when I want to remember every second we had together.  When I am so overcome with sadness that I no longer see her face when I close my eyes.  When I want to remind myself that this is not just a nightmare - that I will never wake up and have her back in my tummy.  And when I want to remember just how beautiful she is, how much joy it brought me to hold her, how completely I love her.  Makes me cry almost every time...sometimes tears because I am sad and miss her with every breath, sometimes tears because I love her so much and am so very thankful for her life and the time we had together.  I miss my baby girl so much sometimes my heart physically hurts and I can't catch my breath.  But sometimes I feel hope and peace, knowing we are walking this road for a reason and God has a plan.  And other times I am just longing for when Jesus comes back and we can all be together again.


  1. Meghan, thank you for sharing Reagan's life with us through pictures. I know it must have been hard to relive all the memories. I continue to pray for you and your husband. May God continue to hold your hand and guide you through your grief.

    With love and prayers,
    Cindy Robinson

  2. Oh Meghan...
    My heart is so heavy for you. I am so sorry for you and for Andrew. I pray that the Lord wraps his wings around your family... I wish there were words that could heal you both or even make you feel better. We love you guys so much and will continue to pray for you.

    Big, huge, hugs from Niles and Maria Ferguson