Reagan's memorial video (the blurry version)
I created this video mostly for me to watch when I want to remember every second we had together. When I am so overcome with sadness that I no longer see her face when I close my eyes. When I want to remind myself that this is not just a nightmare - that I will never wake up and have her back in my tummy. And when I want to remember just how beautiful she is, how much joy it brought me to hold her, how completely I love her. Makes me cry almost every time...sometimes tears because I am sad and miss her with every breath, sometimes tears because I love her so much and am so very thankful for her life and the time we had together. I miss my baby girl so much sometimes my heart physically hurts and I can't catch my breath. But sometimes I feel hope and peace, knowing we are walking this road for a reason and God has a plan. And other times I am just longing for when Jesus comes back and we can all be together again.